How did I started painting? How do I get inspiration? What inspired me?

For me - painting, drawing, doing sketches is like meditating or listen to certain type of music. It is a time when I free my mind from the rest of the world. Do I draw when I am in a bad mood? Yes - and perhaps even more so. It gives me harmony and lets me calm down, it is like a secret door that leads me to a different world.